Where I'm at Doesn't Define Who I Am and Where I'm Headed Doesn't Dictate Who I'm Going to Be
“What is it like to be empty? Full of only echoes And my body caving in A cathedral of arching ribs Heaving out their broken hymns” - Julien Baker “Everything to Help You Sleep” from the album “Turn Out the Lights” I am an empty shell of a man. To quote Bilbo Baggins of all people, “I feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter scraped over too much bread.” And to be honest, that has been the last couple years for me. This isn’t going to be an update about all the missions work I am doing or how great God is. (We will be sending a more formal newsletter out this week as well) This is going to be a brutal, honest, update into where I am at and what the past couple years have been for me. It might be long and I really don’t know where it’s gonna go. Most of you know the Colin that is as follows – The one that was a big dreamer, that loved to brainstorm ideas or things, the hopeless romantic that would believe t...
